This past weekend we took a trip to your Great-Grammy’s house in North Bend.  You were so good the whole weekend and you didn’t break anything.  You loved her “puppy”, Lucky even though he wasn’t too sure about you.

Grammy got special cookies just to share with you.  You are so spoiled!

You loved going for a walk out in the sunshine on Sunday.  It was a good way to run off all the pancakes you ate at breakfast, and Grammy insisted you have a little fruit syrup on top, so a walk was a great plan.

Right now, whenever you see an airplane you point and say, “A B”.  It is pretty close.  You are such a good little talker for only 14 months.

You found a flower on the ground and were sweet enough to share it with your mommy.  What a good little boy!

Grammy lives on a big block when your legs are so small, and after running the first half you needed a break…

…and a little help.

You are so lucky to have Grandparents and Great-Grandparents in your life and the memories we capture for you will be priceless someday.  It is so special watching you interact with your world and all of the people and creatures in it.  A big thanks to Grammy for letting us come for a visit on such short notice and for embracing Caleb in such a special way  We love you!





I don’t think you quite realize what is happening or how your little life is going to be forever changed, but you are going to be a big brother in a few short months. I know you are going to be a great brother and I can’t wait to watch your relationship with your sibling unfold. The new baby is going to get a lot of attention at first because he/she will need it, but know that we love you just the same and we always will. You are so special, Little Bug, and you are going to be a great big brother!

Well little bug, you are almost weened. You haven’t nursed in 5 days, but I wouldn’t say that you are totally weened yet because it just hasn’t been that long. Part of me is a little sad because I enjoyed that special time, but it is part of growing up and it is a bit liberating to not be the only one who can give you what you want. It has been such a natural process of letting go for both of us. You are so interested in the world around you and capable of eating and drinking enough on your own that you just gradually slowed the nursing to the point of not nursing at all. It has been easy for my body to respond to no longer supplying for you. Although I do still have some milk, I haven’t been uncomfortable. We will see how the coming days play out, if you revert or not, but you seem to be on your way to independence. Such a bittersweet experience. I am proud that I was able to nurse you for your first year, and I am proud of you for being such a brave and independent little soul.

King of the car

Blinded by the flashes

Bouncy Ball heads

Happy Birthday to you!

Yummy Birthday Cake!

It is amazing how you grew in one year’s time.

Two up!

How you love to make music!

What an amazing year this has been for you and for us.  In the past two weeks leading up to your birthday, I have replayed the days leading up to your birth.  I have thought about the time we spent with your Uncle Rob, Aunt Stephanie and cousin Kiya.  The walks we took, the places we visited, the conversations we had and the time we spent in anticipation of a miracle.  And then the day finally came; November 29th, 2008.

I woke this morning and as I lay waiting to hear you stir, I recounted the events of your real first birthday.  I woke up on my own at 6:45 this morning, which is about the time my water broke.  I remember now with a surge of excitement how it felt to ride each contraction and feel every movement.  At 7:20, I remember the call to Missy and the surge of contractions that followed.  You finally woke this morning around 8:00 with smiles and chattering.  Such a beautiful sound!  Much sweeter than the sounds that filled these walls a year ago at 8:00 as we approached transition and looked down the final stretch of our journey in one body.

now it is 8:15 and you are eating a blueberry muffin with a banana and milk (one of your favorite breakfasts).  About this time a year ago is when Missy arrived, but was locked outside while we continued to labor on.  It is hard to believe now that we only had 10 more minutes to go.  It seemed much longer than that at the time and quite intense.

It is 8:25 now and you are here!  We all said, “yeah your are here” and you clapped for yourself with banana covered fingers and a beautiful muffin crumb smile. You are such a joy and I can’t imagine life without you.

At one year old you are walking, communicating, feeding yourself almost anything, living life and loving the people around you.  I learn so much from you daily.  You inspire me, stretch me, and teach me.  I hope that someday you will have the chance to look back on your life with the same pleasure as we see in you now.  You still sleep with one leg tucked under and the other stretched out, you love to snuggle with your blue bear and your puppy, your favorite blanket is the blue camouflage one, you love yogurt and you enjoy people.  You are such a happy little person and we are blessed to have you in our lives.  Happy 1st Birthday sweet boy!

One year ago yesterday was my original due date. I remember feeling so excited for your impending arrival. I was just sure that labor would begin at any moment and then when it did, I was hardly prepared. I spent the day this year painting and decorating your room, like I might have last year, as a gift for your first birthday. I can’t beleive it has already been a whole year and I grow more in love with you each day. I love you, my little bug!

 

You are such an amazing little baby and it is so fun to watch you grow. The other day you were walking around saying “be happy” and the word for today was “baby”.  You are mimicking sounds and words that you hear around you and it is so cool.  Now our list of words includes hot, up, baby, be happy, bubble, and bye bye.  We seem to be stuck on “b” sounds for now.  Maybe it is because you were a little bee for Halloween and that is all you heard for a couple weeks.

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Today we took a trip to Heavenly Harvest to take part in the annual Harvest Festival 2009!  We had so much fun.  For the sake of tradition, we went with Uncle Ben, Aunt Amy and your cousin Neli, and we were joined this year by Jarrod (a coworker/friend of your Dad’s who is visiting from North Carolina). We will be posting more pictures soon off of Jarrod’s camera, but here are a few to remember the day.

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Jarrod, Uncle Ben and your Daddy made a pumpkin castle for the pictures, and then it became quite the hit with all the children waiting in line to take the “Pumpkin Express” back up the hill.  We all had fun climbing on the pile of pumpkins!

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You and Neli are the cutest kids we found to take pictures of on the pumpkin castle!

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Here are the perfect pumpkins you two chose to take home.  I think you did a great job!  They are both unique and different from each other, but perfect in their own ways, just like the two of you!  You both had so much fun rolling around in the muddy field, climbing on pumpkins, racing rubber ducks, chasing chickens, and riding on the wagon.  What a busy day and I bet you will both sleep well tonight.

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After a long and busy day, we came home to eat haystacks, which is kind of like a taco salad, followed by a little blackberry pie, compliments of Grammy Ginger, and some warm apple cider, thanks to Ben and Amy. Thanks Ben, Amy, Neli, and Jarrod for coming with us to the pumpkin patch.

What a perfect harvest day!

We spent October 3rd-9th on your Great-Grandparent’s farm in Michigan. We had such a wonderful time creating memories with your Great-Grandma, Great-Grandpa, and Grandma while we were there. We went for rides in the motorhome,DSC_7348 which you loved because you were free from the car seat and you got to watch where you were going, you went on your first carousel ride,DSC_7408 we drove the antique John Deere tractor that I learned to drive on,DSC_7741 and we went for a little hike at Hartwick Pines. DSC_7653 We also got to visit with your Great-Great Grandma, Betty.DSC_7566 You got to rock in your Grandma’s rocker that she had when she was a kid DSC_7280 and you got to eat in the highchair that was originally your Uncle Rob’s. You loved Great-Grandpa’s sweet corn;DSC_7318 you ate three ears in one sitting and one raw right out in the garden. We even got to have a little Birthday celebration a couple months early.DSC_7527 Among other things, you got your first laptop from Grandma, you played with Bucky, you played Great-Grandma’s keyboard,DSC_7625 you ate amazing amounts of really yummy food, went on nature walks, DSC_7602 and you stole the hearts of everyone we spent time with. It was a short trip including six airplane rides in 7 days, but it was well worth it.